Like an old fashioned movie

Hey Pony Boy,

The funniest thing happened the other day. I found all these old photos of us and i went to go call you and realized that I didn't have your new number.

it couldn't have happened to a better man.

it couldn't be different than it was 

So then I went to email you instead and forgot your email. Where are you?

When you left me, us, where did you go.I'm thinking it was far away cause i never hear from you. I miss you . My calendar marks the date of remembering. Isn't that weird how people do that? Celebrate the day of the dead. I passed a letter lying on the ground and saw your face in the shape.

and you're wrapped in my memory like chains.

i say that the flowers will always be in my hear.

like an old fashioned movie with all you playing the part. 

(i'll never forgot your part)

Sometimes, at night i look around and i see your paintings hanging. They fade into the walls like the image of your face in my head. I always see your hands so clearly still. I'm sorry where did you say you went too? I made a joke last night that no one laughed at. I smiled cause i thought i heard you laughing at me.

wonder if i'll ever be so afraid to walk to a river

and turn around again.

and you're wrapped in my memory like chains.

You know what i was thinking about? Fall bike rides.When we used to ride our bikes till dark. Prolonging the summer for as long as we could. I never ride my bike,just to enjoy the sensation of warm nights.We should go for a ride next weekend. I cry sometimes,while i drive .I hear a song and have to remind myself not to think of you. It's to late and the tear will slowly slide down reminding me of all the regret of not being there for you.

standing on that stage ,tell us what you've been feeling.

before we started to fade ,you gave me something to believe in

and that's the best thing anyone can give.

I 'll star wearing a string around my finger to remind me not to get so wrapped up in the things i regret. Where are you? Would you mind if we talked to each other,just jason and mylissa no one else. I won't tell people where you went.I won't ask you why?

and you're wrapped in my memory like chains.

you're only a memory now

i can't wait till we see each other again.